BACK TO THE TRACK

I spent most of my time out there and I almost forget everything here,so I already decided to take a break from spending my time out there and back to the track here. I miss my life here,there's no one can break my heart or hurt my feeling. I just don't get it,why everyone keep hurting my feeling and breaking my heart? I can't accept the fact that I'm feeling like I don't have heart and feeling right now. Where are they? I need them back.